No school today ~ HELP

The kids have a late start today and my nerves are shot. I am still having my PMS, or should I say DMS (during menstrual symptoms), but instead of anger it has turned into pure anxiety, lack of interest in anything, a headache, and I am still tired. I am battling with the idea of going back on birth control just to control the PMS symptoms, but I think I have forgotten why I stopped taking them to begin with. I still had some mood swings around that time of the month, but in hindsight it seemed to be better...maybe? I was taking Yaz before and it did not help my acne, well maybe a little, but it never made it go away. My sex drive totally dissapeared - not that I had one to begin with. Whats up with that anyways? Why do we want to have sex like wild women when we are dating, but we get married, have children and our libido's are non existent? Yet, my husband is still raging like an 18 year old teenager. I swear he would have sex no matter what. Why can't we be like that? I want to have a raging sex drive too! Off topic again...back to the hormonal issues...earlier I felt like I was totally loosing my mind. Our house is pretty small and the walls are really thin, so every little noise the kids make, its like nails on a chalkboard. I just cringe inside because I want some peace. I love my kids, dont get me wrong, but I am just so darn hormonal right now and stressed to the max. I wish we had a house that was big enough to find a quiet place. I know I should be grateful for the blessings I have been given: healthy children, a roof over my head, food to eat, clothes to wear, but dog gone it, I AM FLAT OUT MISERABLE RIGHT NOW!

Lord, please just let me get through one more day of this awful hormonally imbalanced day. AMEN!